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Country Roads...~~~
Take me home...~~~
To the place ... I belong ...~~~

This is the song in my recent 'mostly played' playlist. A reasonable person may find it rather superficial since my ipod keeps repeating it; yet, it surely has instilled a sense of warmth in me.

Tomorrow... It's the day I have been waiting for for the past four months. I gotta be back to mommy's home then. What an auspicious day!

I have been away from my home-sweet-home since I reached here 5 months ago, and I miss it. The past few months were kind of desperate for me although I didn't do badly in my studies... I guess. Yet, it was the stupid homesickness of mine that keeps bothering me. No matter how hard I tried, it just didn't get away.

I miss my family especially in the meal time. I miss Ma especially when I fall sick. I miss Pa especially when I feel down. I miss little bro especially when I have something to burst out and confess. All those little things are special to each and everyone of them. Without them, there won't be 'me' existing here.

Pa and Ma brought me up throughout all these 20 years, and still. Upon the flashback of the memory, I feel shameful that I always let them down by doing things they dislike in the past. Is this shame called self-awareness or regrets? I have no idea. All I know is that I gotta be home tomorrow, and from now on, I will always try to be a good daughter who won't let them shed tears again. Pa and Ma, I promise I won't do silly things again.

Well, home is almost here. And, the most important thing is that I can have my mom's cooking again. hehehe ... How sweet! ^^

Wish you all have a wonderful holidays ahead with your beloved family! :)

With best wishes,
Kyel Kywai Chain